Enough

I am a stay at home mom to this sweet, beautiful, wild one year old.

Just look at that face! Can you think of any better way to spend your days than playing with her? I must confess that I have wasted way too many days worrying about things out of my control instead of just enjoying every second I get to spend with her. I have spent countless hours trying to find a way to contribute financially to my family when there is no need for me to because my husband works hard so I can stay home. I've done it because I feel guilt for being able to stay home. Mostly I've done it because I want to feel like my life has more worth than being "just" a mom.

I'm learning from my mistakes though. I'm learning to cherish the days I get to spend chasing behind my little girl. Instead of feeling guilt or stress about the life I am living, I am feeling grateful for the tremendous blessing God has given me. I am making every effort I can to get lost in this wonderful life of being "just" a mom. I want my baby to know more than anything else in the world that being her mom is enough for me.